Genre: Angst, Drama
Summary: Yoochun’d been attacked. How will Junsu cope?
A/N: I got the idea after watching a particular episode of Private Practice. So here it is as a result. Anyway on another news…my birthday is coming soon and I was wondering if any of you kind and pretty kind writer out there would write me a fic….basically it’s a ukeChun fic…..LOL me and my obsession with ukeChun….”sigh” ANYWHO…..COMMENTS!!!!!!!!! HUGS
Yoochun staggered into the empty apartments, his hand made bloodied prints along the white smooth wall as he tried to balance himself steady. His legs felt wobbly as he gritted his teeth ignoring the pain that cursed through his entire body.
Just a couple more steps to the living room. Yoochun thought to himself. I need to get to the living room.
Each steps was becoming harder and harder. His whole body felt as if it was on fire. Everything ached. His visions were getting blurry. Black dots started to appear in his line of sight causing him to whimper. Yoochun knew that he couldn’t hold on much longer and he needed to get to the living room before he could pass out.
Just as Yoochun was about to take another painful step, the world around him begin to tilt and before he could stop himself Yoochun felt his body falling toward the hardwood floor. He shut his eyes tight preparing himself for another injury added to his body as it made contact with the floor.
Two strong arms reached out and wrapped themselves around Yoochun’s middle, keeping him upright. Yoochun gasped loudly, his body stricken with fear and began to shake violently. Scared out of his mind, Yoochun began to fight against the strong grip the other had on him, struggling to set himself free.
“NO!” Yoochun screamed arms and legs swinging wildly as he tried to free himself. “LET GO! NO! NOOOO!!!!”
“YOOCHUN!” The stranger screamed trying to get Yoochun to stop. “YOOCHUN! STOP! IT’S OK. IT’S ME YUNHO.”
“Yunho?” Yoochun whimpered, his body going lax at the mention of his best friend. “Yunnie-Bear…”
Yunho held back his tears as he saw the stage his best friend was in. He swallowed back his tears and answered in a soft voice. “Yeah, Chunnie. It’s me. It’s your Yunnie-Bear. You’re safe. You’re ok. You’re safe now.”
Yoochun looked up at Yunho through mess up eyes. “Hurts.” He muttered out as he went limp in Yunho’s arms.
Changmin scanned the bar frantically for the two familiar faces of his friends. He sighed in relief and rushed right over as he spot the bright blond hair of Jaejoong among the heavy crowd. He was fuming mad at his two friends for not answering their phone, but then again he could understand that no one would hear their phone ringing in a place like this. The club was so loud with music blaring on full volume making it impossible to hear anything else, but the music the DJ was playing.
“Changminnie!” Jaejoong shouted half drunk when he felt someone tapped his shoulder. “I thought you weren’t going to join us.”
“I’m not.” Changmin answered grimly. “Where’s Junsu?”
Before Jaejoong could answered the younger man, Changmin spotted Junsu dancing several feet away with another friends of theirs. He grabbed Jaejoong’s hand, dragging the protesting man with him as he stomped his way over to where Junsu was dancing happily.
“Minnie!” Junsu cheered, equally drunk. His smile quickly turned into a frown when the youngest decided to drag both him and Jaejoong out of the club. “HEY! What are you doing? STOP! CHANGMIN!”
“What the hell, Minnie?” Junsu screamed once they set foot outside. “What was that for?”
Changmin ignored him and continued toward his car, knowing full well that both Jaejoong and Junsu would follow. “Why didn’t the two of you answer your phone?”
Jaejoong’s eyebrow furrowed in confusion. “Huh? What’s going on? Did something happen?”
Changmin turned around swiftly facing his two half drunk friends. The other two stop as they notice how tired Changmin looked tonight. “Minnie, what’s wrong?”
“Junsu-ah.” Changmin spoke, voice quivering at the image of his friend. “It’s Chunnie.”
Junsu became sobered immediately at the mention of his fiancé. “What’s wrong with Yoochun? Is he ok? Where is he?”
“He’d been attacked.”
“Yunho!” Jaejoong shouted once he spotted the younger man talking with a police officer. The group of friends rushed right over just as the police officer was taking his leave.
“Where is Yoochun?” Junsu scanned the hospital for any sign of his fiancé frantically. “Yunho, where is he?”
“He’s in the room down the hall. I’m just waiting for the doctor to finish treating him.” Yunho informed them.
“How did this happen?” Jaejoong asked.
“I…I’m not sure. He was already in a bad shape when I found him in our apartment.” Yunho said. “He passed out on me before I could ask him what happen.”
Before any of them could ask anything further, the doctor stepped out from Yoochun’s hospital room. “Are you all with Park Yoochun? Please come with me.”
Junsu could barely conceal his surprise and anger the moment he saw Yoochun resting on the hospital bed. The attacker had really laid out his anger and frustration on Yoochun with the bruises, cuts all over his body, not to mention other injuries as Junsu saw the cast on Yoochun’s arms and some stitches.
“My name is Dr. Choi and I want to go over Yoochun-shii’s condition.” Dr. Choi spoke in a soft voiced as not to disturb Yoochun. The other nodded their head immediately, and Dr. Choi took it as a sign for him to continue. “As you can see his injuries are quiet serious. A fractured on his left arm and wrist, his right eye socket is broken hence the swelling and bruise around his eye.”
“Is…Is that all?” Junsu asked nervously afraid to hear more, afraid for his baby.
“Well there are minor injuries as you can see, some cuts that needed stitching and some bruises.” Dr. Choi explained. “But this isn’t just some normal or random attack.”
“What do you mean?” Changmin asked, fearing the worst.
“I examined a rape kit on him.” Dr. Choi began earning a gasps from the four young men.
“No..no…no…” Junsu shook his head vigorously, not wanting it to be true. “Tell me he’s not…”
“I’m sorry.” Dr. Choi replied sadly.
“NO!” Junsu gave out a loud protested; his knee gave out at the horrific truth. With quick reflect Jaejoong half carried Junsu and maneuvered the both of them to the couch located in the far right corner of the room. Junsu buried his head into Jaejoong’s sturdy chest as he cried. “Joongie…”
“There was some torn muscle tissue to the anal area along with some blood from the inside of his thigh. There were also traces of semen. So it’s consistent with rape.”
“Did you tell the police already?” Changmin asked the most important thing. He wanted the person who did this to his friend to go to jail.
Dr. Choi nodded. “I did along with the test result. If there isn’t anything else, then please excuse me.”
“Thank you, Dr. Choi.”
A soft moaned could be heard from Yoochun. “Hmmmmm…”
“Chunnie-ah.” Changmin called out softly as not to startle the older man. “Are you awake?’
Yoochun tiredly blink his eye open and gave a small smile once he saw Yunho and Changmin. “Minnie-ah? Where’s Susu?”
Changmin glanced back at the said man to see him still crying in Jaejoong’s embrace. He parted way just a little, so Yoochun could see his fiancé. “Over at the couch.”
“Junsu-ah.” Yoochun called out, his voice just a little hoarse.
The moment Junsu heard Yoochun’s soft voiced he snapped his head up to meet his fiancé. The feeling and emotion he felt earlier came rushing back at him tenfold along with the thought of the attacker who attack his love one. The thought of some strange man touching his Yoochun the way he had. The thought of him forcing his way into his Yoochun, tainted him. It was too much.
Junsu shook his head lightly. “I…I….c..can’t….I’m sorry I can’t…” Junsu said as he sprinted out of the hospital room away from Yoochun.
“JUNSU!” Yunho shouted out in raged at the younger man’s action. “COME BACK HERE!”
“Yunnie, it’s ok.” Yoochun whimpered, trembling hand reaching out to his best friend in attempt to calm down the older man. “Let him be. It….it’s my fault anyway.”
Changmin spluttered. “What? Yoochun-ah! How can you think that? This is not your fault. I repeat this is not your fault!”
“OK. That’s it.” Yunho ordered. “Joongie, Minnie stay here with Chunnie. I’m going to knock some sense into Junsu’s head.” Yunho announced as he stomped his way out of the hospital room.
Yunho ran and searched for the younger man practically everywhere surrounding the hospital area and having finally found him at the park that the hospital provided their patients. Taking a seat next to Junsu, Yunho calmly spoke. “You are one hard man to find, Su-ah.”
They sat side by side in silence, both with different thoughts running through their minds, but both thoughts involve with the same person, Yoochun. With Yunho, Yoochun was like his younger brother having been friends with one another since they were two. Having seen him like this, so fragile and vulnerable it angered Yunho beyond words to see his best friend hurt because some man couldn’t control his lust. As for Junsu, he had met Yoochun while they were in college studying in different field. Junsu wanted to become an engineer, while Yoochun want to become a journalist. They had been together for four years when finally Junsu popped the question. They were getting married in a few months. It hurt Junsu to know that his lover was hurt and violated by some stranger. It hurt him even more to know that his angel, his lover was no longer pure only to his touch, but also by another man as well.
Junsu knew it was selfish of him to think that way, but he couldn’t help it. Yoochun was a virgin when they started going out. He was Yoochun’s first and he was intending to be Yoochun’s last. But not anymore. Someone had touched him. Someone had violated him in a cruelest way possible.
“Junsu-ah.” Yunho broke the comfortable silence between them. “Are you really blaming Chunnie for all of this?”
Junsu turned his head to stare at Yunho. His eyes were red and brimming with tears. “Do you really think I would blame him?”
“Honestly? I don’t really know. You might.”
Junsu chuckled softly. “I know we don’t see eye to eye sometimes, but could you at least give me some credit here. This is my fiancé we are talking about.”
“And Yoochun is my best friend. He’s practically my brother.” Yunho argued. “You didn’t hear what he said when you ran out.”
“What did he say?”
“I was so pissed off that you ran out like that. But Chunnie-ah was telling me to calm down and to just let you be.” Yunho recalled the words his best friend had spoken to him. “He said it was his fault.”
Junsu stared at Yunho with wide eyes. “Did…Did he really say that?”
Yunho nodded. “He knew what you were thinking, Su-ah. I guess in a way he kind of convinced himself that it really was his fault.”
“I swear, Yunho.” Junsu sighed. “I never thought…I would never blame him. You know that.”
“You know and I know that, but Yoochun doesn’t know.”
“I guess with me running out, it didn’t really help.”
“No, it didn’t.”
“It just that our lives, our relationship was so perfect.” Junsu started. “Why does this have to happen to us? To him?”
“Su-ah.” Yunho said. “Don’t think like that. Think of it as this is a way to test the strength of your relationship. What hurts us make us stronger, right?”
“I guess so.”
“Come on, let’s go see our Bunny. He’s must be worried sick about you.”
“Baby-ah?” Junsu whispered from the doorway.
He had been watching Yoochun’s sobbing into the arms of his best friend for almost ten minutes. His heart constrict painfully each time seeing his fiancé cried his heart out. A part of him knew that he was the cause of those precious tears. Junsu bit his lips in frustration. If he and Jaejoong didn’t go out on their boys’ night, then he would have been there for his lover. Yoochun wouldn’t still be lying in his arms harmless. In a way it was his fault. He had promised to keep Yoochun safe. He had broken that promise.
“Susu?” Yoochun hiccupped, tears trailing down his bruised cheek. His good arm stretch out, waiting for Junsu to take it. Junsu didn’t waste any time as he rushed right over and with careful grip he took a hold of Yoochun’s hand in his own. “You’re back. I…I’m…I’m sorry.”
“Shh…” Junsu placed a finger to Yoochun’s split lips, hushing him. “Don’t apologize, Baby. Never apologized for this, do you understand me? It wasn’t your fault. Wasn’t your fault at all.”
Nodding in acceptance, Yoochun gave out a soft sigh before scooting over a little bit making room for his lover on the small hospital bed. Junsu felt the soft tug on his hand and gave in. He slowly and carefully climbed in next to Yoochun before gathering the small and injured body closed to his body.
“You know, it wasn’t your fault either.” Yoochun whispered, eyes closed and relaxed. “Don’t even think for a second that it was your fault because it wasn’t.”
“If you say so.”
“I say so.” Yoochun ended the conversation with a quick kiss. “I love you.”
“Me too, Bunny. More than you ever know.”
PS: So So So Sorry if this fail!!!!!!!!!!